Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Received Ion's report book. His official results for 1st SA (30%) are:English: 91 (Band 1)Chinese: 87 (Band 1)Maths: 95 (Band 1)Overall: 273/300Remarks: Ion is a diligent and polite pupil who demostrates a conscientious attitude and a willingness to put effort in daily work. He has learnt to follow directions with care and his extroverted personality is well-liked by his classmates. His class average, max and min results are:English: 80.5 / 93 / 43Chinese: 91.1 / 99 / 70Maths: 88 / 100 / 53His level average, max and min results are:
English: 78.4 / 98 / 13Chinese: 85.2 / 100 / 29
Maths: 79.6 / 100 / 12Seriously, their averages are really HIGH! Esp Chinese, it's average is higher than everything else. I think his class is pretty good in their studies. I do hope he keep it up and stop being lazy. He loves to watch TV, that it's scary when he does it. He can sit all day. *sigh* What to do?
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8:24 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
On my msn now is a question of when can I see the light at the end of the tunnel become brighter. Seriously, I can't seem to be able to see it.
Maybe when my colleagues from the other office move over, I'll feel less alone. After boss leaves this Friday, loneliness will set in....well, actually it already set in cos she is so busy with her own things to bother (which she has the right to be).
Home wise is again, boring. Went to see Ian's teachers, again complains. He is generally a good boy but too mischevious. How to handle? I suggested to the teacher to let him stand or sit at one corner where he doesn't get to play or do anything so that he can learn from his mistakes. I think the childcare teachers are soft hearted. Therefore the reason why I like them. They treat kids pretty fairly but Ian isn't discipline. I can't discipline him at home so how and what do anyone expect me to do?
I think it's time to send Ian to Kumon so at least he can maybe start learning to read. But again, need to find time and effort to get him to practise. After that, he should be fine. Again I think alot stems from how much time my FIL takes care of my older son that stems to him seeking attention by being overly mischevious.
Need to spend some time sitting down and planning. Too much things happening around me.
Like what my niece blog said, we really don't know why are we here. I still haven't found my direction. Part of me is just aimlessly moving and carrying on with life meaninglessly. I ain't doing what I want to do, neither do I have the power to just let everything go and do it. Wish to travel the world to see the world but no money. I have a husband that wants that too but isn't helping by thinking of other ways of earning that money. So am I expected to do all the work and he take credit and enjoy? I think it's my way of thinking that everything should be dutch or shared between us that is making me feel this way. Must somehow stop that thinking.Trying to change it. But it's difficult. Hopefully today will pass thru peacefully.
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8:28 AM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Damn. I am behind on my work. Got a costing sheet to review but haven't look into it. Need to be reviewed by tonight. I am behind with work. Seriously, I decide to take the load, will I be rewarded with anything by doing what I am doing? Worth it? Need to seriously sit and think.I think part of me is super depress, I am sad over something and at the same time angry. I really need to focus ahead on what's important and more of what's important to me in my life. Those unimportant things are to be shelved away. I am starting to hate Sat so much! Feel like not turning up at that place. Because of 2 persons it is now unbearable to be in that place. It's like me when I first started working in this company where I can't talk. Feel so stuffed! Feels so suffocated! Is it wrong to talk to people? Apparently for that family, IT IS! Because of them, I am no more myself when I am there. Wish they dun turn up at that place, but then again, it's their parents' place what right do I have to say that?!I need to LUN. As long there is a job, stay with it. It's still paying my bills. Need to look forward, another 1.5 yrs, my flat will be fully paid if I stay there. MUST LUN at least 1.5 yrs. If I need to do therpy by taking leave, I will do so.Need to do some searching of what other money making thing I can do. But I have no talent! Sigh. Nevermind, maybe I'll achieve something in future.
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8:58 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
I had a very good time in Genting with my parents and husband.It was very good esp as I am not the one planning. Dad planned and was in-charge of everything. So happy about the trip.I paid for airfare for 4 of us...around S$220. The rest was paid by Daddy dearest. =)Took 7.20 am Tiger Airways flight to KL. Reached around 8.20am.Took yellow coach to KL central (1hr)Bought tickets for coach (40mins - can't remember) + cable car (20-25mins) to GentingIn between we had time to go walking/shopping at central and makan. Reached Genting around 2pm to check into Genting Hotel.Back was the same method. We checked out and left Genting around 12pm. Only managed to buy the 1.30pm coach ticket back to central. Central caught the yellow bus on the way out and reached KL LCC at around 3pm+. Our flight was 4.40pm. Abit of a delay, reached singapore around 6.30pm. Overall, if I was to take a coach at 12pm, probably reach S'pore like 8 - 10pm.Tiger Airways Airticket - $55/pax (Promo rate)Yellow coach - RM8 x 2 (two ways) (Red is RM9)Coach + cable car - RM3.30+RM5 = RM8.30 x 2Total: S$55 + S$14 (RM32.60) = S$70If I was to go again, I probably take this route. Reminder to myself: Air Asia and Tigerairways stop at KL LCC. Jetstar stops at KL International Airport. My dad said that if take Jetstar better, at the International Airport got train to KL Central itself ...takes around 30 mins. Faster than taking coach.Daddy won abit of money. Good for him. He brought home almost S$1k after buying us makan, pay for food, coach + cable transport, funding our gambling...etc. Erm, at first won money, but lost eventually. Haha But now I got enough points to book free hotel rooms! HahaTotal expenditure for us was around S$400. Not bad trip. We even watched 2 movies! Wolverine + Angles & Demons! Cool trip. I wanna go again.
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12:41 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Okay, I know this sounds stupid, but I am trying to save some links here which may be important to me in future.Malaysia - Gentinghttp://www.journeymalaysia.com/ptagenting.htmHongkonghttp://www.mtr.com.hk/eng/airport_express/promotions_4persons.htmlhttp://www.hotel.hk/hotel_eng.php?id=14045http://www.butterflyhk.com/butterfly-on-prat/packages-and-special-offers/en/index.htmlhttp://www.asiatravel.com/hkpromotion.htmlhttp://pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=372383Prudential http://www.wotif.comhttp://www.hotelinhongkong.net/http://www.hongkongeasygo.com/maps/jordanyaumateihotels.htmlPrudential http://singapore.hotels.com/City view http://www.thecityview.com.hk/en/index.htmlMetropark http://www.metroparkhotel.com/Dentist (Hougang)http://flowerpod.com.sg/forums/Recommendations-dentists-t1533.html&st=280MU storehttp://store.manutd.com/stores/manutd/default_mens.aspxBella's Bloghttp://lacrimosus-mortis.blogspot.com/Stockshttp://yieldstocks.blogspot.com/2009/01/steng-dbs.htmlhttp://www.poems.com.sg/Tattoohttp://www.tattoojohnny.com/tattoo-design-gallery.aspRebondinghttp://sg.88db.com/sg/Services/Post_Detail.page/beauty_wellness/hair_stylists_salons/?PostID=577548Will add more when I can clean up my favourites.
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11:16 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Ion has good results! Of course, not because I did anything, cos I did NOTHING. All credit goes to my FIL's patience with him.He hasn't got his chinese yet.English - Paper 1: 93/100 Paper 2: 95/100Maths - 95/100Chinese - 43/50 & 13/15Congrates to him.I booked my Phuket trip already. The hotel too! Hopefully, no issues getting the hotel. Spending abit more than expected for hotel but need the security and internet.Tickets: $340Hotel: $240Expenses (remaining Thai baht we have): $600Total expenses: $1180Lucky no need to take out any extras from joint a/c. Our HK trip will probably be the bomb! Hotel and expenses will be the worse.HK Hotel: $120/night (at least)4 nights = $500Expenses = $1500 (at least for disneyland and land trips)
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10:30 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
On the outside, I seem fine but in the inside...I am totally stressed up. I really need to breathe...Really breathe. I have bo chap every single thing around me. So many things have changed. Work especially. Going to miss my boss loads, she has been great. Part of me wish I can throw everything down and just hide under a rock and hibernate. Yet, I know I can't. No one seem to understand me. I realise that I feel so lonely at times that crying to myself is easier. Or maybe a single life is easier to live than my current life. I feel useless...or I am useless.Okay I am disappointed with myself. Not in depression so no worries. Just sick of everything. Sometimes I think I understand why people just end it all. Maybe when they are up there, there is really no more worries and maybe then will I realise I have people around me that cares about me rather than waiting for me to fall.I am trying not to fall...but the light at the end of the tunnel isn't near...it seems further away everyday.
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