Thursday, May 29, 2008

Ilyse has gone for her 2nd jab. Funny little girl, she cried because we woke her up from her sleep (had to unwrap her from her cosy wrap) and stopped crying 5-10 secs after the jab. What a brave girl she is.

She is now weighing 4.014kg.
Length: 55cm (grew from 48cm)

The jab cost us $40. We also got a sea breeze thingy to help her breathe better but haven't used it. Cost another $12. But PD charged us $42 only with $10 discount. Heehee

Oh, my weight finally drop to below 47kg. It's now at 46.8kg. Haiz. When will it be back to 43-44kg leh? Dream on...

Monday, May 26, 2008

Saturday, May 24, 2008

22 May (Day 29) to 24 May (Day 31) - 47.5kg

Officially I think I am stuck at 47.5kg. These 3.5kg isn't gonna go ANYWHERE. Tummy is as flabby...ah forget it. Dun think I will get rid of it anyway. =(

Went down to office yesterday to deliver the cakes. Was told the cakes and pastries were good. That's good to hear and well, we forgot to order extra for today. I wonder how I forgot abt it. Hmmm....

Damn, I feel god damn tired today. Cos R woke me up at 3am+ to tell me he can't get I3 to sleep. I end up taking care of her for 1 hr, slept another 1 hr before she got up to drink her milk.

Also another bad news is that I think my mense has appeared. Haiz. This time round it came back fast. Image not even 1 mth of peace. Yikes! Maybe that's why I feel damn tired and that I can fall asleep easily. I need to get some rest before I really get sick cos I can feel that I am getting sick. =(

Still contemplating how to schedule my return to the office. Part of me want to go back early so I can get away from home. But other part of me wish to "enjoy" the whole maternity. Haiz. Let me think abt it till next week and will reschedule my stuff.

OH before I forget. It's ILYSE's 1st month celebration today. Abit quiet now cos the celebration is only tonight. Decided not to cut her hair. And well, she scratched her face this morning...haiz..self multilation. =P She still very small size, very limited clothes for her to wear. She likes to give us her dewy eyes and blink or STARE at you. Haiz. She makes abit of noise when she sleeps sometimes giving us a shock (or more like me) at night wondering if she woke up and needed a "drink". She is my pretty little girl (who looks more like a boy) with small limbs and noisy nose. Love her to bits. Happy 1 mth my dear...hope that you will always be a good girl.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Hmmm...it's Wed already. I did my rebonding today. It looks good but considering cost me a BOMB of $100. Hopefully the rebonding last.

I am now waiting for all my credit card bills so I can settle them and sort out how much money I have left. My target savings should still be about the same.

Tried to order satay today but the silly shop ain't open! Haiz.

21 May (Day 28) - 47.3kg

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

It's Tuesday, the start to a busy week. Hmmm...now I really feel like going bugis to buy my stuff but how am I gonna fit in that this week unless I go today after doing my eyelash extension. That's a good tot. Let's see how later if I should go.





Went for the show THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN

Brought the 2 monsters along. And yes, I didn't really enjoy myself as most of the time I am "shooing" at the little one and asking him not to make noise. Haiz. R says the show is so-so compared to the first one. But I think this wasn't that bad.

After the show, we headed to Fish and Co for dinner. I didn't know Capitaland card has no rebates at Fish and Co. Anyway, it's okay. We loved the Hot Fudge Chocolate cake. Best that we had eaten so far. =)

Considering we saved on movie tickets (since it's was won), we paid for meals and carpark. It's considered quite a good outing. Oh yah, PH or Sun DO NOT park at Bugis...1st, the queue sucks & 2nd, the carpark is not cheap. Park at NLB and cross the road. It's only $2.05 per entry.

19 May (Day 26) - 47.5kg

20 May (Day 27) - 47.5kg

No weight change. Still same old me. That 3.5kg doesn't seem to want to drop off me. I am so sad that I can't fit into the Top shop jumper I bought! (It was loose when I bought it last time) and my jeans! (which was also fitting). Haiz...let me cry over it!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

18 May (Day 25) - 47.4kg

Today was quite an okay day. Brought kids swimming at Pasir Ris, then went for lunch. After lunch, brought the kids home and I went out to give tuition. R, of course, went napping with the kids. After that, we went dinner at Punggol Plaza to eat Sushi...something that the kids like to eat. They didn't eat much cos maybe they had their lunch pretty later. Anyway, R told the kids that we are bring them to watch a show tomorrow..now I suppose I1 will probably not sleep much in anticipation to the show tomorrow! While I2 will probably not be watching the show when we are in the cinema! Which is something I am expecting.

My plans was to do some shopping at Bugis Village since we are there but with the kids along, it's not going to be possible. Maybe tomorrow evening I can go buy the shorts that I saw at Heartland mall area. It's $5 only..so it's not so bad.

My plans for the week:
Mon - watch movie (since it's FOC tickets which I won)
Tues - eyelash extension
Wed - Rebonding
Thurs - Meeting a fren for lunch and maybe C at her place
Fri - delivery of 1st month's cake
Sat - I3 1st month's celebration (decided not to cut her hair)
So what's Sun? Rest day?

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Whoever you are that SMSed R regards to my post yesterday (I had to "revise" it), NO THANKS to you I got "scolded" because of it.

I do not understand WHY you do not "reveal" yourself to R. You smsed using a HP number which R says that he doesn't know. Why the fear of letting him know who you are?

I was damn bloody pissed. If you are such a good fren to tell him about that post...why not tell him about the other stuff that I type? Such as him not paying attention to me?!?!?! This is farking stupid that I am posting here and screaming my head off. Yesterday was suppose to be a "good" day for me! You totally spoilt my whole afternoon of happy plans blah blah.

17 May (Day 24) - 47.3kg

Today will be diet day, hopefully to hit below 47kg tomolo. I got another 1 more week to hit 46kg. This is bad...unlike my previous 2 which I lost till 46kg within a month giving birth...when I didn't have to try as hard as I am currently am.

Update:
As I said, suppose to be diet day but I munched down 2 biscuits already. Should I go SK library to hibernate later since I need to go there to collect something? Maybe shop around...too bad dun have Robinson there.

Oh, I won 2 tickets to watch a show on Monday at 3.30pm. R says okay to go. Too bad can't go earlier cos have to settle lunch for the 2 monsters. Can't stay out for dinner either. Argh...which means no time to do shopping too. =( Robinson having sale..I should have gone to City Hall yesterday to check for clothes. Hopefully next week when GSS start, there will better sales. I also hope got a chance to go to Bugis Village to shop for some T-shirts next week. Oh oh...I book an appointment to do eyelash extension on Tues 11.30am. Hopefully I will look good in them. I need to rebond my hair too. Should I make an appointment to rebond my hair on tues too? thinking.....

Friday, May 16, 2008

Argh! Someone dropped my bottle of deodarant that was in the toilet cupboard and placed it back there! Maid said it wasn't her. The bottle had a piece of "glass" that got shattered and I didn't know. End up..I cut my finger on it. Not very painful but got blood that was dripping. Cut was neither that deep or shallow. *sigh*

I went out yesterday from 12.30pm onwards. Went to collect free tollyjoy liners from a lady called Winnie (She gave me around 150 pcs). I saw the Isetan pte sale...horrible...so many people. Winnie asked if I want to join her as she can go in. Too bad I had an appointment so I couldn't join her. Then I went to Clarke Quay, had an appointment at 3pm to do a survey that paid $40 cash. Yah yah...I very bo liao...I just went for the fun of it cos I needed fresh air. Anyway, I was early...bought myself a cup of avocado shake cos I was HUNGRY. (Okay I am dieting...yesterday I ate 1 pkt of Julie's wheat biscuit + 1 kong guan biscuit + dinner..that was all...but at least it helped me drop 0.5kg!) Drank about half and then decide that I dun think I can finish it (cos get very jialat), passed it to R and then went for the survey.

After the survey, I went to Hougang Mall to return books and to borrow new ones.

So what's today's plan? I saw that Tannery Lane got URS and Dr Martin sales! But I got massage at 11am, so can't go leh. If go, must go after massage...still debating. If not, the "original" plan is to follow R out later in the afternoon when he going to City Hall and shop at Robinson...since Robinson has sales.

Tonight's plan is to go to Bedok and collect liners (payment is $11 for 350 pcs..which is cheap) and Simei to get a free Breadmaker. Siao rite...R thinks I am. But the breadmaker might be a good idea cos I might give up half way if I buy one and stop using. Since someone is giving free..why not?

Tomolo's plan, got to go Rivervale to collect half a packet of S size drypers. Someone giving for free. Decide to make a trip...maybe after that go SK walk walk. Or else got to give tuition to my student...if she decides to have tuition tomolo..if not, will be Sunday tuition. =) Need to collect tuition payment as that is my allowance this month. Now waiting for payday which is on the 20th. Counting down to 4 more days.

15 May (Day 22) - 47.7kg
16 May (Day 23) - 47.2kg

**Pissed off now. =(

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Ilyse is 3 weeks old TODAY! Yes, 3 weeks. My little princess is finally growing abit bigger day by day. Oh, she loves her pacifier, need it to sleep. R says not to give it to her in the morning and afternoon but I gave in this morning cos she cried so much. I think it's her rashes and all.

Okay, she gave us a scare last night. 8pm++ maid told us, her belly button got some blood. Immediately, I told R that we better bring her to Dr Saw. Dr Saw's clinic was nearby and well, he is sorta a relative. I got really pissed at my MIL, she told me to CALL the clinic and tell them we are coming (Ma Cham like we BIG shot like that!). I told her off and said that we still need to register and line up.

We waited around till 9.10pm before we saw Dr Saw. There were 6 people ahead of us and 2 behind us. He looked at the belly button and started cleaning with some antiseptic cotton wipes. He said as long no pus, it's okay..normal due to friction. We also asked him to check on her rashes on the bum...ah...that was the difference. It wasn't rash, it was fungal infection. Sheesh. Then I asked him abt her nose block...he told us that it isn't as bad as our 2nd kid cos he can hear her breathing is quite stable. I said that's because I cleared her nose that afternoon! Hahaha. Damn she has alot of "nose sxxt". He advise us if we wanted to get some "sea water" spray but I told him maybe not now...if it is really bad then I will come by to get from him. He says okay. So he prescribed 2 creams for baby...charged us $20. Thank goodness she is okay.

I know this sounds stupid but I finally hit below 48kg! That's after being at that weight for more than 1 and a half weeks! Today, I weigh 47.9kg. I really wonder how to get my weight back to 44kg. Will be surprise if it ever hit that range again. Need to skip dinner but I can't seem to skip it as I am always at home...argh! Now I am craving for ice-cream and avocado milk shake. Fattening!

14 May (Day 21) - 47.9kg

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

R and I finally decided to order from Meihao99. Hopefully the food is good, I know the customer service seems very good...they called almost immediately after I submit my order. They did the same thing when I submit a query!

Cakes we will probably order from Melrose. Got quite a huge order, too bad Melrose dun allow self collection and additional discount...they had stopped that promo. So sad. Anyway, the cake orders gonna hit around $380! *faint

Oh, today I did a survey...this guy came door to door. Aiyah just help him abit. Took me almost 2hrs to finish the survey...damn long. But I got $50 to spend. Hmm...it will go into my 1 day massage fee though. Haiz.

My mum is crazy, she gave me an angpow saying that it's for me to buy stuff after giving birth. I was like "orh, okay!" The issue is, for my 1st 2 kids, she never gave me any. HAHAHA. But her ang pow abit big lor...that's why I say she is crazy! I gave her one ang pow the other day for Mother's Day, she now give me one back which is so much more. Haiz. Now have to think Xmas better give her bigger ang pow. Heehee.

13 May (Day 20) - 48.5kg

Monday, May 12, 2008

11 May (Day 18) - 48.5kg

12 May (Day 19) - 48.5kg

It was Mother's Day yesterday. Ian gave me a hand-made flower and a card. Ion gave me a card. R got me nothing as usual...we didn't really plan to do anything cos I DIDN'T plan anything...so sianz.

Today I got another massage lady, she ain't that bad. Her 75mins is really 75mins! $350 for 7 sessions. I can't use the Jamu for fear of rashes again. I realise she never massage much on the tummy. Her skills are okay. Not very strong and heavy unlike the earlier massage lady. Maybe because my body dun have much wind already compared to the earlier stage. Her binding isn't very tight..can breathe well...maybe will ask her to tighten the binder abit more tomorrow as it's actually pretty comfortable for me now.

Got to start exercising soon although I haven't exercise for a while. Dunno if crunches will WORK? R says I can go to his office gym since it's FOC...but need to borrow MIL's sport shoe as I have NONE. Good thing is that can bath there too...so to go to the gym..imagine the amt of crap I need to bring. (Makeup too! - vain...what to do).

Saturday, May 10, 2008

ILYSE 1st pic on the 24th April 2008 @1.37am. I forgot to post this for memory.

Last night, R and I went to watch Iron Man. It was a good show, and those who have yet to watch it...SHOULD! There was even some comical part to the show. =)

Actually yesterday at the movie was one of the first time that R actually held me thru most part of the show. Something that he hadn't done for ages. Cos I was literally cold. It was comfortable and endearing for me, it's something that I missed from him. But when we got home and with the baby at night, his attitude is there again. He took care of the baby thru the night though without complains but can tell from his reaction to certain things that he wasn't that happy about it.

I guess it's true about after married for years, everything goes downwards. =(

Anyway, the massage lady smsed me last night she couldn't make it today. Abit sad cos I really need help in binding. I haven't been good and binded my tummy cos it's so uncomfortable to sleep but hopefully with the massage lady I will be better. She says she will come on Monday instead. Hopefully she doesn't back out again. Hopes to regain to my previous size is diminishing as time passes. It's really SAD cos there is so much stuff that is gonna be on sale!

Oh that reminds me. Yesterday, I bought 1 shorts (size 3) which fits just nice when I wear a girdle (sigh...) and a dress that was on sale at Outfitters at $15 each. I got additional 10.3% discount from Capitaland card, so technically I paid around $13.50 each so it's a STEAL for me. Also bought a pair of red and white shoes today from LemonTree at Hougang Mall, it cost me only $10.95. It's cheap! R didn't complain much except that I seem to have alot of stuff. I did tell myself during these 12 weeks that I can spend up to around $300-$500 to revamp my waredrob and shoes. (scare I can't fit into most of my stuff, so I am buying dresses mainly. =P)

Oh, here's the update to my weight loss...which there isn't! You shld see the amount of RICE I eat which is like 3-4 spoons only! Time to go for exercise soon. R did tell me to go to his office to use the gym since it's free and NO ONE uses it. Hmm..let's see I can "kapo" my MIL's shoes and go on the threadmil!

10 May (Day 17) - 48.4kg

Friday, May 9, 2008

Went to the gynae yesterday, nothing exciting except that gynae talked alot more! Hahaha. I think cos I was the 1st person at the clinic and it was really early. He told me his 2 yr old son still needs to hold on his wife wrist when he sleeps. Cute.

His weighing machine is always flattering. I weight 47.9kg (finally below 48kg) but I know that his weighing machine is very different from mine at home and it's lighter most of the time. Anyway, after the checkup, I decided to have a burger. When I got home, guess what, weighing machine shows I am at 48.9kg! Haiz

I think I am about to stay around this weight. No weight loss even though I have cut my carbo almost to nil. =( Pretty sad case. Haiz.

8 May (Day 15) - 47.9kg - gynae machine, 48.9kg - home machine
9 May (Day 16) - 48.3kg

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

I3 is 2 weeks old. She is my little demanding princess. She likes people to carry and bring her about to see things. She hates lying down with her hands tied. The maid actually allowed her to sleep with her arms wide open, had to tell the maid not to let her do so. I guess it's my belief that baby is snuggling wrapped up.

She still hates bathing. I think she just doesn't like the COLD. She was naughty last nite, she vomitted her milk out (cos too much air) ...scared R to death. She pooed alot too.

Last night, R drove me crazy. I finally got I3 to sleep after carrying her for a long time. Then when I finally put her down on the bed, he must drop something that made such a loud bang that she work up. Then he heck care and went to sleep! So damn angry with him. At 3.38am, I3 woke up to drink her milk. I got up but almost fainted. Lucky had the baby cot that I could hold onto. She finished her milk and had her eyes so big...but I didn't care. Put her down and off the lights and well, I guess she went to sleep.

Mummy's weight:
7th May (Day 14) - 48.4kg

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Last nite I couldn't take it anymore, finally took the panadol to sleep. I needed the sleep. R woke up to feed the baby, I woke up but told him I took the panadol and somehow went back to sleep. I think R is gonna be frustrated with me soon cos I am suppose to be the one waking up at night and sleeping in the afternoons....but my body doesn't allow me so. I think I sleep less than 5 hours in total everyday. I guess it's because I am not used to having someone else in the room. Something that isn't easy to change.

Weight:
6th May (13 days) - 48.9kg (went upwards...sigh)

Baby's weight:
6th May - 3.2kg

**I probably will not hit my target weight of 45kg by end of the month.

Monday, May 5, 2008

3rd May (Day 10) - 49.2kg
4th May (Day 11) - 49.1kg (ate cake and dinner the night before)
5th May (Day 12) - 48.4kg (ate light dinner n nothing else except drink but went out to do errands)

Still got another 4.4kg to go and a flabby tummy to get rid off.

My massage lady has MIAed. No replied SMSs. I suspect something happen to her so I ain't calling her. Will probably pay her the difference in no. of services she did for me. I manage to get another massage lady but she is only coming next Monday. Extra $350 but I think nevermind, hope this lady can help with my tummy.

Yesterday, went out to Compasspoint (naughty hor) to have BK and kids had Mac. I went to look for diaper cream but cannot find. At night, was "forced" to follow R to Heartland mall to help with the kids as they all had their hair cut. Sigh. Maybe it's the going out that helped me to lose weight. Maybe tonight also get hubby to go for a walk to distract myself from snacking.

R wasn't happy this morning cos I told him off. I told him try not to move so heavily on the bed and on and off the bed. I haven't been able to sleep. He scolded me saying that I should be the one waking up to feed the baby. Mind you...baby only woke up at 3.40am this morning and then 7am+ (he brought baby downstairs for maid to feed) and her last feed was at 12am just before he slept! I had been telling him my body aches and pain starts only from 7pm onwards...he thinks as if I am lying. Damn frustrating. If I can have a good sleep w/o him interrupting, maybe yes, I can physically get up without my back breaking (he seem to forget I am the one that had epidural stuck on my back 3 times for my 3 kids! N me carrying the babies for a total of 18 months...all he had to do was to take care of the baby for a few nights and he is grumbling!).

Mood - Frustrated!

Friday, May 2, 2008

As of today's checkup, I3's jaundice is down to 197. The Dr says not necessary to bring her to the clinic anymore. *happy*


2nd May - 49.7kg (no drop...cos I ate dinner last nite!)

Dad's birthday tomorrow. Told Rod that maybe tomorrow they can come home around 8.30pm so can cut cake for my dad. Ask him to go buy cake...if not, tomolo morning/afternoon we go and buy. I still got to go to the atm to take money out.

Next week is Mother's day. I dun expect anything from R cos I dun think he even knows it's Mother's day. *sigh* Should I get anything for my MIL? Dunno what to get...haiz...R won't be bothered to get her anything as usual. Unless I am the one planning for it.

Sheesh...that's life. Live it.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

When we got to the poly clinic, the queue to get a number was sooooooo long. But our number was pretty okay. Went to the lab, that was worse....so many people in there taking test. We waited almost 15 mins before we got to our turn. I3 was impatient as she was hungry but we couldn't feed her until she got her blood taken from her.

After that, we went to the sitting area outside the room to wait for I3's number to be called. But after waiting for 10 mins, there was a power failure. This was unbelievable. It took the clinic more than 45 mins before the power failure was solved! We were considered abit lucky cos the Dr (not the same one as the other 2 days) came and called us asking if the paper she was holding was I3's name. It was! So we went in, and was told I3's jaundice has gone down to 232 from 241. We were so happy as if it was to hit 260 means that she will have to be admitted to hospital. Anyway, we have till Friday to get her jaundice level lower. Hopefully by Sat, the Dr will say that we do not need to bring her back. =)

As there was power failure, when we went to make payment, a lady told us to just go home and to pay during the next check up cos the systems were still down. Happily...we went home. The checkup took 2hrs this time around. (On Tues, it took us 1hr and we got homez).

I am sick of confinement food or basically sick of eating. Dunno why. Hungry but sianz. Anyway, just to record my weight loss...here we go.

23rd April (before birth) - 57kg
27th April - 52.4kg
28th April - 51.8kg
29th April - 51.4kg
30th April (no dinner on 29th April) - 50.8kg
1st May - 49.7kg

Finally I see a number below 50kg. Hopefully it will continue downwards. I still got another 6kg more to lose.

Jay's philsophy

Each of us are brought to this world for some reason, though now most of us have yet to figure out what it can be! Some of us have tough challenges (more bad times), just think of it that the person "up there" is thinking highly of you. Just remember good times will always come after bad times. That's how I try to keep sane.

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