Friday, March 28, 2008
These pictures were taken when I was week 32 - 33. I can't really remember the exact date.
This is for my own memory.
I feel that I look fat and ugly. Haiz...but...let's hope the tummy goes down. LOLLunch today was: Claypot chicken rice + 1 cup of avocado milk shakeMood now: Sleep..brain going dead
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2:15 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Forgot to update baby status. Went to the gynae on the 10th March..baby is now 1.808kg. She is abit tiny but gynae says her weight is okay. Anyway, been feeling abit sianz. Already for weeks chasing to get the kids to have their own room. NOTHING is done. R says next weekend he will move the stuff. I am frustrated as this is suppose to be the kids room but almost everything in the room belongs to my in-laws. Stupid study table...R says it stays. Dressing table stays because he say I2 can use as study table...WTF! In the wardrobe so much bags....everything is theirs. I told R today, how can the room be their room when everything in there is NOT theirs. R was like...what do u want me to do? I dunno? I just feel that it's so DUMB. Maybe I expect too much from this. I was hoping that the wardrobe gets cleared so that the kids can have their toys and clothes shifted upstairs. Study table cleared and maybe get another 1 more for Ian. As for the beds, was hoping to get a double & pull out (for the maid) for the kids. I dun mind spending that money so the room wil be the kids...but...haiz.R isn't assertive enough. He is frustrated that he is between what I want for the kids and his parents. I understand it...but I need him to understand, it's for his KIDs...not for me. =( Then he tells me about the internet how? I say that's the last thing he shld worry. I worry about the SPACE in the bloody room. If those who has been to THIS bedroom will understand what I am saying. Imagine putting 1 more single bed in this room and then a mattress at the bottom for the maid to sleep. U think the room got SPACE meh? Then i1 going Pri 1 next yr...will it be comfortable? Now in this room it has:1) 1 exercise bicycle2) 1 sewing table3) 1 single bed4) 1 big wardrobe (builted in)5) 1 big and long study table6) 1 computer cum study table7) 1 dressing tableSo IMAGINE that!Anyway, today went hospital tour at 11am at TMC. Place is really crap but I must say the staffs that we spoke to are all very nice and polite. Comparing with the "facilities"...KKH beat TMC hands down. In terms of room, space, delis, etc. But in terms of staff service, TMC beats KKH hands down (so far.....hahaha).Okay that's for now.
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11:28 PM
Friday, March 7, 2008
Today a sense of tiredness came onto me. Physical tiredness and I guess some mental. I really wish to take a 1-2 days leave (aka MC) to just shop around and rest...but not alone. Actually we do not have much things to buy for baby. We have almost everything except for baby tummy binder, baby tub (my parents are getting), baby wipes and baby oil. Still waiting for the maid to wash all the clothes. I am waiting to see something done but it has been raining everyday. If I see nothing done, I'm gonna start trying to use the washing machine myself. Getting fed up with her attitude but she doesn't belong to me so I have not much say. I hope within these 2 weeks, all clothes are washed so I can pack the hospital bag. Those who know me, know I hate to have things half done. Now my worry is to lose weight. As of just now (before I drank my milk), I am weighing at 54.4kg. Today is the start of my 33rd week. I still got 8 more weeks to go. Which means so far I had put on 10.4kg. Yikes...scary.Share prices have dropped so much that I dun even want to think abt it. I think the shares I hold now is worth less than $21k. I guess it's something that I risk...so if I lose eveything, I take it as a lesson learnt. Now trying to build my cash reserves. So far, cash wise I have about $42k+ plus another $2k in investment & $2.8k which pple owe me, makes up around $47k. Not bad but target by Jun to have $55k. I am $8k away from target and I have only 4 months more. Means gotta save save save. Now I hope variables is well paid. Best senario, will get up to $6k. Worse senario, will get most $3.5k. Haiz. Am I expecting alot from myself...I guess yes. I still want to reach my 6 digit savings. Probably might have a chance in 2 yrs bah. *yawn...hope for the best.
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10:18 PM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Last SUNDAY, we finally sat down and did our room spring cleaning.R left the house around 11am+ to go to cousin-in-law's place to catch the ride to nephew's place to pick up all the remaining baby stuff (baby chair, cot, playpen, toys, etc). I, on the other hand, stayed at home and made sure i2 was cleaned up and ready for bed. At 1.30pm, while i2 was attempting to sleep, I started to clear the bathroom stuff. I walked in and out a few times and i2 was still PLAYING. Finally scolded him and he slept soundly after. I got fed up with the dirt that was stuck in the middle of the cabinet, so took water and spray and clean. I wonder WHY the maid didn't wash it! Anyway, the bathroom's cabinet looks good enough and things neatly piled. Just waiting for baby tub to arrive so to put in the baby mat and so for.Next was the drawers at our TV area. I cleared 1 drawer completely to reserve for baby items. It's now stuff with baby soap (hmm..forgot abt the shampoo), baby mat, baby changing mat, and some misc items.After that, was clearing of our study table (round 2. I did a round 1 on Xmas but it was like 25% of what I did on Sunday). Wah...do u know the amount of junk we had equals to 2 boxes + 1 garbage bag of rubbish. I filed all letters. Forced R (since he came back at 3pm) to clear the 1 box where he had brought all his things back from IMH when he left (imagine how many months that was!). Actually I opened the box, I saw a Xmas case...looks nice, thought of using it for the baby stuff. When I open it, I saw a box of unopened biscuit! *faint. Nevermind that, as R cleared his wonderful box, there was a bottle (huge) where he stuff is biscuit NOT WASHED! He is unbelievable. After he cleared his box, next was his folders (2 folders), which existed since I knew him. I sat down and was hovering UNTIL he cleared everything. So he was forced to clear everything. Now when u look at our study table...boy, it looks so clean and nice.Next time to clear is clothes...but that can wait until I give birth. At least now, my room looks cleaner and emptier. I want to buy a humernizer (can't sp), so to add some nice air to the room so that when the baby comes, the room dun smell like...hmmm....milk?!?!? HahahaActually there is alot of other things to clear, like the dressing table drawer items and also the TV cabinets stuff. I dun have the strength to clear anymore. So as of today, I got a terrible backache. =( Want to take MC to rest, but got things in office to clear. My principle in life is causing me gulit...hence I cannot take MC. So guess have to wait till next week. This weekend will be packed! Going to the zoo with the kids again.Got other things to worry about:1) Maid - Indo or Phil (R and I prefer Indo)2) Ion - on sch bus next yr?3) Ian - in PAP or keep in childcare?4) Confinement how?Hope things will work out soon...
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11:21 AM
