Thursday, November 29, 2007
Ever felt when you realise that you are all so alone?
This movie clip tells us how a Little Girl is all Forgotten.
It's very sad that kids like her are forgotten by their parents and make me wonder whether I did the same. I think for everyone....regardless adults, elderly, or children...each individual deserves a place in the world. One should never forgot that they are around...people are not invisible...each person has feelings...each person has a life and has a place. Just takes a little effort to remember they exist.
Val's back from her school trip. From msn chat, she had a good trip and enjoyed her self. Her famous words "Awesome!" She should broaden her vocabs...Hahaha...kidding.
Next Tues is our anniversary. Hopefully R remembers. Made some plans of my own...to achieve them might need some help...let's hope it is achievable. Must remind myself to take photos and upload them.
I'm getting fatter (okay...the pic can't tell much...cos tummy blocked..it's at the bottom. HAHAHA). The dress was a last minute buy from THIS FASHION...expensive $28! *grin*
This is the latest pic of my colleagues and me.
Ignore the fact that I had pimples, lack of sleep, etc....I think I actually look not too bad in this pic. LOL. Thanks Ho Keat for taking the pic. Shld had listen to my colleague advise and TAKE MORE pics. HAHAHA. Cos this is the first time I put on alot more makeup than usual. Also the day that I declare openly that I am PREGGY!
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1:11 PM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Officially I feel fat...fat! Bulky! The feeling sucks. And I am sick. Been coughing. First time in my entire life (or maybe adult life), I almost finish my cough medicine! Shocking...for a person who doesn't complete any sort of medication for any sort of sickness. =PI am weighing...hmmm...let me step over the weighing machine now...47.7kg. I know...I know...it sounds little to some people. But I feel heavy. It's the 18th week and by next Friday I'll be starting my 5th month. I'm feeling alot happier these days. Baby moved once every once a week. It takes quite a conscious effort to feel it...cos maybe my tummy (which is 31 inches NOW!) has expanded abit too fast. *worried* My full term for i1 and i2 was only 38 inches. Damn I must go find my girdle again (the thin kind) so that after I give birth I can wear. I am soooooooo worried about the drooping skin. It's scary esp when you watch "Extreme Makeover" and well, after 3 kids...what do u expect. Maybe should do some lipo on the butt area too! HahahaI am obsess with staying slim. But then again, dun think that I am depriving food for baby. I have been eating regularly. Colleagues and frens can swear for me. Targetting not to gain more than 12-13kg for baby 3. So which means I should not gain more than...ahem....56-57kg. *grin*Somehow I injured my left thigh, I think I have a muscle pull. I put the "plaster" but hasn't helped much. Also lack of sleep except yesterday...I decided to sleep AWAY from R. The much needed sleep...I am so deprived from sleep. Slept at around 9.30pm...though I did wake up a few times to "COUGH SPASMS" but I manage to fall back to sleep. Maybe tonight too...I shall sleep in the study room (cos my in-laws are coming back in 2hrs from Vietnam). So at least I can get physically well and away from R's horrible snoring...and I won't get migraines in the morning. Even my boss has started to take pity on me having spasms of cough & the voice change in the office. He will be on leave next week, so hopefully nothing goes wrong.I seem to have alot to report. Must remember to send SMS to Val who is in Korea now...having a school trip. L told me that Val SMS her "Mummy, I am still in 1 piece. Cold here. Hahaha". Oh...Ryan did well for PSLE. He got 203, which is a much better grade than I did in PSLE. So congrates to him. 2As (English & Chinese) 2Bs (Maths & Science). Happy for him cos he had been so worried abt failing...which I think is unlikely....he is streetwise and smart actually. Hmmm...what else. Can't think of anything at the moment. I can't wait till 17th Dec...will see the baby's sex. Will it be Ilyse or Ives for i3? I guess regardless, I have learnt to love baby 3. He/she has been growing in me...spending time with me when I feel alone and stress out. Okay for my nonesense for now...got to go. Have a good weekend all!
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10:56 AM
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Sorta had a good trip in BKK. i1 drove everyone crazy though. Even Ry can't stand him. Didn't rest much, didn't do to much shopping considering but I managed to buy some stuff back (esp 3 dresses that I really need to get thru month 4-5). The trip however did make me realise some things or more like confirm some things. 1st, R doesn't bother. I smsed him once when I reached and he replied. Then only smsed him another time when we were going back and he replied. While L had several msgs from J. I really now feel that he isn't bothered about me at all. Not even with our safety, whether we are eating right, or even whether we are having fun. At night, I had a hard time sleeping because of that. I wonder are all men the same....but apparently not...looking at L and J.2nd, Ry & V loves their daddy ALOT and sub-consciously their mummy too. Really! No kidding. It's really interesting when they try their best to irritate L by saying "If Daddy was here, he would let us buy, etc..." It was really really funny. But both are great kids (who took care of i1).3rd, 2nd trimester is better. I feel less tired...in certain ways. Also maybe cos I ate quite abit. 4th, great realisation...I can handle Ion for 3 days! God, it was bad...cos I think I constantly NAGGED at him. I tried not too...but I just can't. Call me a bad mummy then.5th, I bought disney milk bottle for baby! I saw quite a few stuff..like socks, clothes (girls), and all. So tempting to buy them ALL. But stopped myself. Only bought the milk bottles.Hmm..what else....lastly, would love to go back there again to shop! The trip was a short one...which we can go for a longer one. But I guess that will have to wait. No other planned trip next yr...that's all for now. Might end up getting a package tour cos I dun know my schedule. Sigh...let me dream away.Oh...Zoo is on Sunday! Need to remind myself to buy eggs to make sandwich for the kids. Maybe some ham n cheese too!
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9:42 AM
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Things in the office slowed down abit except for those big bids that I am handling. Tonight the team has this BBQ event which I need to attend....damn wu loo location but then again got other people attending so got car when going home. Just that I am sure will be late. However, I think it's a good time to network abit. Life is quiet..but it's fine for me. I just let it be. Now baby seems to be getting bigger...tummy is getting bigger. All my pants starting not to fit me. I am still trying to maintain a 47kg weight at least for this week and next. Dun wish for it to go overboard too fast..not good for the baby and me. However, this weekend trip to BKK sure to change that. LOLLunch today was Lor Mee and Red Ruby (I didn't finish the coconut and ice hor...probably only half of it). Eating quite abit now but i think I should. Baby deserves alot better...probably will start drinking milk soon. Not something that I am keen in because it makes me nauses. Even plain water does that. Hmmm...I wonder why I didn't buy my cake. Nvm, tomolo I shall go buy cake to munch. Heehee.
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2:17 PM
